The same patterns keep repeating and you don't know how to change them.
What holds you back is not a lack of effort or understanding. The truth is, there is a layer of your own story that the rational mind has never reached, and that is exactly where change begins.
Four days sitting with Ayahuasca near Barcelona is where you finally reach it.
You've done the work.
So why does the same thing keep happening?
- You've read the books.
- You've sat in therapy and understood where your wounds come from.
- You've tried the healing tools, the spiritual practices, the methods that promised to move something.
And for a while, something does move. Then the same situation arrives, and you react the way you swore you wouldn’t.
It shows up everywhere, in different clothes.
- You attract the same kind of relationship, even when the faces change.
- You hit a ceiling at work and stay there.
- Your body carries tension that no exam can explain.
- You feel present on the outside and somewhere else within.
You are looking for meaning and fulfilment in your life, but something holds you back, and you can’t name what.
Here is what almost no one tells you.
- You feel exhausted.
- You doubt yourself.
- You question your own worth.
- You feel like you are living below what you are capable of.
- You keep walking in the same circles.
These are not separate problems to fix one by one. They are the same root speaking in different languages. And that root is the reason understanding has not been enough. You can see the pattern clearly and still not stop it, because seeing it with the rational mind is not the same as reaching the place where it actually lives.
You are not failing.
There is something underneath all of it that you haven’t been able to see clearly yet, and as long as it stays out of view, the pattern keeps its hold. Meanwhile life doesn’t pause. You give your best years to the same loop, and the version of you that could exist stays just out of reach.
I know this because I lived it, and that is what led me to Ayahuasca.
I am Samantha Silvany, a trauma-informed holistic therapist with seven years of practice, author of three bestselling books on self-esteem and relationships, and a shamanic ceremony guide.
Today, my life looks like this:
- My negative patterns no longer run me.
- I stopped wasting energy explaining myself to people who don't want to understand. I learned to sit with my emotions instead of trying to get rid of them.
- I choose relationships with people who also choose me.
- I found my purpose, and I don't work a single day.
- I learned to sit with my emotions instead of trying to get rid of them.
- I feel love for my body and every part of me, no matter how wounded.
- I feel deeply grateful and blessed.
But it wasn’t always like this.
The year I turned 30, my life looked like this.
- I felt like a complete failure in every area of my life.
- I felt deeply alone, struggling with severe emotional depression and anxiety.
- I hadn't achieved any of the things society says you should.
- I was afraid of success.
- I struggled with deep self-esteem issues.
- I faced recurring financial difficulties.
- I sabotaged my closest relationships.
- Living from my purpose felt like a distant dream.
I was already working as a holistic therapist, on a spiritual path since I was five years old. And still, nothing I did felt like enough to change my situation. It seemed like I could help everyone else, but not myself.
That was the moment I felt the calling. The medicine showed me the path. But I had to walk it.
- I had to face the pain I had been running from.
- I had to say goodbye to people I had once loved.
- I had to let my old identity die.
- I had to take a risk on a path that offered no guarantees.
- You keep walking in the same circles.
- I had to take full responsibility for myself.
And through that, the medicine helped me remember something I had forgotten.
I am not my wounds. I am not my past. I am not my titles. I am not my relationship status. I am not my thoughts. I am not even my emotions. I am the consciousness moving through this temporary experience in a human body.
That discovery changed everything. It made me dive deep into the path of plant medicine and combine this ancestral wisdom with my holistic and psychological knowledge. And that is how I began the boldest endeavour of my life: hold spaces and share everything I learn here, in Barcelona, with hundreds of people from all over the world.
These are some of the messages I have received since then:
The shift people describe weeks after they get home
She met a version of herself she didn’t know existed, and called it a rebirth, in four days
She left a huge part of her ego behind, and met herself with more compassion
She made the hard decisions self-love had been asking for, and her life changed
He changed the way he sees his own life, and felt his heart open in ways he never thought possible
He let go of patterns he had carried for years, and came out transformed
He felt truly seen and welcomed, and calls it real emotional healing
You've spent years trying to think your way out. This is a different path.
If you’ve already considered sitting with plant medicines but still carry doubts, that’s exactly what the first conversation is for. Every place begins with a one-to-one video call, where we understand where you are and answer everything you need to ask.
Why a few nights with Ayahuasca can shift what years couldn't
For 47% of your waking hours, your mind is somewhere else.
Neuroimaging studies show this is how much time we spend mind-wandering, drifting into the past or the future, often landing on something painful. A wandering mind is, more often than not, a suffering mind. It runs through what’s called the default mode network, and the more rigid that network becomes, the tighter it holds the same loops of thought you already know too well.
The medicine modulates that network. She pulls you into the present, often without asking permission, and expands the brain’s connectivity, letting you look at your own life from a new perspective and give it new meaning. That shift in meaning was always a possibility your mind held. The medicines of the forest simply help you reach it. It is what allows you to release the weight of the past, close emotional cycles, and choose differently from here.
That experience is the heart of Master Plan Retreat, held over four days at an 18th-century masía an hour from Barcelona. But the experience alone is not what creates lasting change.
What surrounds it is. The work moves through three phases.
Sacred Ceremony
Four days of immersion and three ceremonies with Plant Medicines, held with live medicine music, alongside breathwork and somatic practices.
Integration
Daily integration circles run throughout the retreat, with shadow work and self-inquiry practices that take you deeper into the experience with the medicine.
Sitting with the sacred medicine invites you to feel, and that is liberating.
Through an intelligence far older than the analytical mind, she brings to the surface what has been living below the story: the emotions that never completed themselves, the parts of you still waiting to be seen without being immediately managed.
For those who learned to exist through doing, simply being can feel terrifying. And yet this is exactly why so many people who sit with the medicine describe the same thing, the presence of something they can only call home. A place where being, without earning it, is enough.
When the medicine helps the mind witness its own story instead of trying to fix or rewrite it, through a wisdom far older than itself, the mind finds its place and the soul finds peace.
This is not for everyone, and it shouldn't be
The journey asks something of you. Before you book a call, it’s worth knowing which side of this you’re on.
This is for you if:
- You've already done therapy, courses, inner work, and you understand your patterns, but understanding them hasn't been enough to change them.
- You're moving through a real transition, a separation, a loss, a career shift, the quiet end of a chapter, and you want clarity before you decide what comes next.
- You've built a life that looks right from the outside and still feel a distance inside it that no achievement has close.
- You're drawn to depth and meaning, and you want a scientific and psychological grounding alongside the spiritual, not one without the other.
- You want to expand in your personal, professional and spiritual life, and you're committed to doing the inner work that makes that real.
- You're ready to take responsibility for your own healing, and you want to be held safely while you do it.
This is NOT for you if:
- You're looking for a single experience to fix everything for you, with no work before or after.
- You want to feel good for a weekend without meeting what's underneath.
- You're not willing to commit to the preparation and integration process, only to the ceremony itself.
- You're hoping the medicine will do the changing so you don't have to.
- You're currently taking antidepressants or similar medication and are not able to safely discontinue it, under medical guidance, in time for the experience. For your safety, certain medications cannot be combined with the medicine, and this is reviewed individually in your health assessment.
- You're not in a place, medically or emotionally, to step into deep work right now. The pre-retreat assessment exists precisely to protect this.
Everything that's held for you in our retreats
- One-to-one preparation call with Samantha
- Medical assessment questionnaire, personally designed and reviewed by Dr. Clarena Díaz Urueta.
- 3 Ayahuasca ceremonies with live music
- 1 Cacao ceremony with live music
- 3 Rapé and Sananga sessions
- 1 Music meditation healing
- 3 trauma-informed therapeutic integration circles
- 3 somatic embodiment and breathwork sessions
- 10 high-quality vegan meals
- 4 days of accommodation at the masía
- Post-retreat online integration group
And you still receive these 3 gifts:
Gift 1
The Threshold Guide
€60
A preparation ebook for the weeks before you arrive with a diet guidelines step by step. How to ready your body, choose your intention and prepare your mind, so you don’t waste the first days adjusting and arrive already open to the work.
Gift 2
The Tarot Reading Letter
€90
On the first day of the retreat, you receive a personal letter written by Samantha, drawn from a tarot reading made for you, carrying a message from your Higher Self and the guidance the spirit has for your experience.
Gift 3
The Welcome Ritual Kit
€70
A physical welcome kit waiting for you on arrival: florida water, a natural stone bracelet, and palo santo. Small sacred objects to mark the threshold you’re crossing and to carry the medicine’s presence home with you after.
The real value of everything inside your retreat place:
But today, to access all of this,
your investment isn’t that.
Your place today:
Single bed in shared room, per person
Separated by gender, shared with a maximum of 2 people and a shared bathroom.
€1,440
Double bed in a Private Suite, per person
Private bathroom, greater privacy and an exclusive experience throughout your stay.
€1,800
Most people spend more than double this on years of therapy, with results that take far longer to arrive.
Reserve your place with 50% of the room value. Backed by a 7-day guarantee.
| Event | Description | Date |
|---|---|---|
| 4 Days Full Retreat | Holistic Plant Medicine Retreat | 1784829600 23rd July 2026 - 26th July 2026 |
| 4 Days Full Retreat | Holistic Plant Medicine Retreat | 1787853600 27th August 2026 - 30th August 2026 |
| 4 Days Full Retreat | Holistic Plant Medicine Retreat | 1790272800 24th September 2026 - 27th September 2026 |
| 4 Days Full Retreat | Holistic Plant Medicine Retreat | 1792692000 22nd October 2026 - 25th October 2026 |
| 4 Days Full Retreat | Holistic Plant Medicine Retreat | 1795716000 26th November 2026 - 29th November 2026 |
| 4 Days Full Retreat | Holistic Plant Medicine Retreat | 1797530400 17th December 2026 - 20th December 2026 |
Only 10 places are available per retreat. Each one is filled in the order conversations happen.
After your video call, you reserve your place with a transfer of 50% of the room price. You’re covered by a 7-day money-back guarantee, no questions asked.
Words from people who chose to go deeper
“I’m happy for the first time in decades. After the retreat, I learned to love myself so much more and even stopped drinking because I no longer enjoy it.”
“I’m much smoother in dealing with my mother now. I had major issues handling our relationship for a long time, but now I really enjoy spending time with her.“
Together, we help you find your way home
This is the part almost no one talks about. You live something profound, you fly home, and within a week the real world closes back over you. The insights start to blur. The old environment pulls you back into the old patterns. And the place that opened you is now thousands of kilometres away, with no one to call.
The weeks after you get home are where most people lose what they found.
Here, that doesn’t happen.
This is how we continue to support you:
- Personal follow-up from Samantha via WhatsApp during your integration journey.
- Lifetime access to the retreat integration group, where you stay connected to the people who shared the experience with you.
Optional individual sessions, available separately:
Therapeutic tarot reading
€65 · 60 minutes
A guided space to explore your inner world through the mirror of the cards. This session brings emotional clarity, deep self-inquiry, and reveals paths that remain hidden beneath the surface. Ideal for those navigating internal challenges or searching for a direction more aligned with the soul.
Shamanic family constellation
€90 · 90 to 120 minutes
A deep therapeutic session combining Bert Hellinger’s New Constellations, therapeutic tarot, ancestral reading, and somatic healing to reveal and release emotional blockages, repetitive patterns, and invisible family loyalties that limit your self-esteem, prosperity, and sense of belonging. Through a guided process, the Field brings to light the true root of what feels heavy in your life, while systemic movements, healing phrases, and embodied awareness help you reclaim your rightful place in your family system and restore inner clarity and strength.
Energetic and spiritual healing
€80 · 60 to 90 minutes
A therapeutic energy session using the Hebrew pendulum to identify and release energetic blockages, emotional resistance, and stagnant vibrations. Through sacred words and vibrational healing, this practice clears the subtle fields, restores flow, and opens new pathways aligned with your soul’s purpose.
Weekly integration therapy
€70 per session
An ongoing therapeutic accompaniment designed around your individual needs, drawing on a combination of holistic and psychotherapy techniques to support your integration process week by week.
A guarantee of support
Anyone who guarantees that a ceremony will heal you is selling you something. The medicine reveals, and you are the one who does the living. No honest person can promise the outcome of that.
What we can promise is that you will never walk into this unprepared, unseen, or unsafe.
We talk first. We understand where you are, why you're coming, and whether this is the right moment for you. If it isn't, we tell you honestly.
Designed by Dr. Clarena Díaz Urueta to assess your medical history, medications, and anything that needs attention before you arrive. If participation isn't safe for you, we say so. That protection matters more than a sale.
After booking, you have 7 days to change your mind and receive a full refund, no questions asked.
Cancel more than 30 days before your retreat and you're refunded in full.
Cancel within 30 days and your payment isn't lost. It carries over to another date, so what you invested stays with you.
A letter from Samantha, your shamanic ceremony guide and medicine woman
If someone had told me years ago that I would become a holistic therapist, a ceremonial guide, and a bestselling author, I wouldn’t have believed them.
I was born clairvoyant. Revelations came to me through dreams before I had words for them, and by ten years old I was already reading oracle cards. Spirituality was never something I went looking for. It found me first, and I spent years learning to serve what it was asking of me. The loneliness of my childhood brought me to the spiritual world earlier than most.
What led me to the medicine was a particular kind of pain: watching myself repeat the same patterns, again and again, even when I understood exactly where they came from. Perhaps the same thing you felt reading the beginning of this page. Understanding was not enough for me either. That is what made me answer her call, and facing my own shadows is what led me to specialise in trauma.
For over seven years I have worked as a trauma-informed therapist, with training that integrates Family Systemic Constellation, Internal Family Systems, Somatic Experiencing, breathwork and mindfulness, and the Compassionate Inquiry approach of Dr. Gabor Maté. Through this work I have accompanied thousands of people in deep processes of emotional and spiritual transformation, in individual sessions and here at Master Plan Retreat.
My relationship with Plant medicines grows from reverence and humility. I experience her as the spirit of the Great Divine Mother, a presence who receives her children exactly as they are. Through her I learned that healing is not about correcting or transcending what it means to be human. It is about meeting it with compassion, including the parts of us we were taught to hide.
That is the space I hold for you. One where your rhythm is honoured, your story is neither rushed nor avoided, and presence matters more than performance. Where you are met, exactly as you arrive.
Because you are the medicine. You always have been.
With love and gratitude,
The questions people ask before they say yes
Who should not participate in a medicinal ceremony?
Individuals with serious heart conditions, hypertension, psychiatric disorders like schizophrenia, or those who are pregnant. Pre-retreat medical consultation is mandatory to ensure everyone’s safety
Is the space safe? Who guides the ceremonies?
Yes. Safety — physical, emotional, and energetic — is our absolute priority.
All ceremonies are led by Samantha Silvany, holistic therapist and bestselling author from Brazil, with over five years of experience guiding transformative journeys. Samantha is trained in Psychoanalysis, Systemic Family Constellations, Kabbalah, Philosophy, Multidimensional Healing, and Energy Work, uniting ancient wisdom with therapeutic precision.
She is supported by an experienced team of holistic facilitators — including energy healers, massage therapists, and ceremonial assistants — each one dedicated to holding a grounded, nurturing, and compassionate space.
Together, we create a safe container where every participant can feel seen, supported, and held in their process.
Are holistic therapies necessary during the integration journey?
Absolutely. Integration is where the true healing unfolds — without grounding, there is no real transformation. The group and individual therapies offered during the retreat are designed to deepen your connection with the medicine, expand self-awareness, and support shadow work in a safe and loving environment. These practices allow you to anchor the spiritual experience into everyday life, turning insights into embodied wisdom.
What is included in the retreat, and what is not?
Included in your experience are three sacred nights of ceremonies with Plant Medicines; a healing emotional massage; a sound bath session; therapeutic integration circles; and access to an online support group before and after the retreat.
Flights to Spain and transportation to the retreat house are not included. However, we create a WhatsApp group to help participants coordinate shared rides and travel arrangements with ease.
What languages are spoken at the retreat, and is translation available?
At the retreat, both English and Spanish are spoken to accommodate a diverse group of participants. We provide simultaneous translation to ensure everyone feels included and can fully engage with the experience, regardless of their language proficiency.
What if something intense or painful comes up?
Every emotion that surfaces is part of the healing. Sometimes, the medicine brings to light what has long been hidden — not to harm, but to free.
You’ll be fully supported by our team of experienced facilitators throughout this process. We are there to help you ground, breathe, and integrate every emotion safely.
Each ceremony is guided with compassion, presence, and deep therapeutic understanding. Nothing you feel will ever be “too much” — it’s simply what is ready to be released.
What if I don’t feel anything — does that mean it didn’t work?
Not at all. The medicine works in ways beyond the visible or the visionary. Sometimes, its wisdom unfolds quietly — days, or even weeks after the retreat.
This journey is not about seeking visions, but about opening inner doors. Healing often begins in silence, as subtle shifts in perception, emotions, or relationships. Trust that what you needed was received — and that integration will reveal its meaning in divine timing.
I struggle to quiet my mind — will I still be able to connect?
The retreat is designed to help you soften and prepare before each ceremony. We begin with rituals to clear the mind and ground your energy, followed by meditation, breathwork, and sound healing to bring you into a calm and receptive state.
You don’t need to silence your mind — only to breathe, listen, and allow. The program itself guides you into presence, so connection happens naturally, without force or expectation.
What happens after the retreat? How do I integrate what I experience?
The real journey begins after the retreat — when the insights and emotions find their place in daily life.
To support this process, we offer an online integration group where participants can share, reflect, and stay connected. After three weeks, we host a collective integration meeting to help you ground your experiences with clarity and awareness.
You may also book individual sessions with our holistic therapists if you wish to continue your healing journey after the retreat. Integration is where wisdom becomes transformation — and we walk with you every step of the way.
What if I lose control during the ceremony?
This is the most common fear, and it’s worth understanding. She doesn’t take control away from you, she brings you closer to what’s already inside. You are never alone with it: Samantha and experienced facilitators are present through every moment, attentive to what you need. The small group, capped at ten, means the attention is real. Most people find that the thing they feared losing control over was the very thing holding them back.
What if something comes up that I'm not ready to face?
Nothing surfaces that isn’t already within you, and nothing is left unattended. What emerges is met with care, in the ceremony and in the integration circles that follow. This is exactly why the integration and the trauma-informed approach matter: you are not opened and then left open. You are guided through what arises, at your own rhythm.
It's my first time. Do I need any experience?
No. Many participants are sitting with the medicine for the first time. Whether this is your first experience or you’ve walked this path before, the preparation call and the materials you receive beforehand mean you arrive knowing what to expect.
What if it doesn't work for me?
The medicine reveals, and you are the one who does the living. We can’t promise an outcome, and anyone who does is not being honest with you. What we can promise is a real container, before, during and after, so that what surfaces has the best possible chance of becoming lasting change.
How do I get there, and is transport included?
The retreat takes place in an 18th-century masía about an hour from Barcelona. Flights and travel to Barcelona are not included. When there are enough participants, we organise a van that picks you up in Barcelona and brings you back, at an approximate cost of 60 to 70 euros round trip.
How does booking and payment work?
You don’t reserve simply by paying. First you have a one-to-one video call with Samantha. If it’s the right fit, you reserve your place with a transfer of 50% of the room price. If you cancel more than 30 days before the retreat, you receive a full refund. Within 30 days, the payment carries over to a future retreat, because with only ten places your spot is held for you.
If you've read this far, it's because you feel the call
Here is everything held for you across four days at our retreats:
You can receive all of this for just:
Shared room: €1,440
Private suite: €1,800
Each retreat is capped at ten people, and places are held in the order conversations happen. Once a group is complete, that date closes. The intimacy of a small group is the whole point.
| Event | Description | Date |
|---|---|---|
| 4 Days Full Retreat | Holistic Plant Medicine Retreat | 1784829600 23rd July 2026 - 26th July 2026 |
| 4 Days Full Retreat | Holistic Plant Medicine Retreat | 1787853600 27th August 2026 - 30th August 2026 |
| 4 Days Full Retreat | Holistic Plant Medicine Retreat | 1790272800 24th September 2026 - 27th September 2026 |
| 4 Days Full Retreat | Holistic Plant Medicine Retreat | 1792692000 22nd October 2026 - 25th October 2026 |
| 4 Days Full Retreat | Holistic Plant Medicine Retreat | 1795716000 26th November 2026 - 29th November 2026 |
| 4 Days Full Retreat | Holistic Plant Medicine Retreat | 1797530400 17th December 2026 - 20th December 2026 |
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